When I am alone

When I am alone, I have to pretend..
No matter how sad am I , I am going to smile,
as if I am telling the whole world I could not be defeated!

When I am alone, I have to be independent.
No matter how hard a issue I have got is,
or how strong my desire to flee is,
finally I stand still.

When I am alone, I just keep walking.
especially whenever the tears are about to rush out my eyes..
I won't stop until I am too tired to walk any longer.
Then I fall on my bed,maybe,I did cry in my dreams,
But fortunately no one see it.

Are you tired Alan?Why you have to flaunt the superiority?
Why you have to hide all your human frailty?
Cuz I am alone...

Yes, when I am alone,I do wish there is someone by my side.
We can lie on the grassland and count the stars in summer,
We can walk together on the bank of the most beautiful riverof the city in Spring.
We can sit against a tree quietly and watch every leaf falling slowly on the ground tree in the autumn.
And winter is the greatest time of the whole year!We make a wish under a most gorgeous Christmas tree,and hailing out and give a warm hug when the first stroke sound of new year been heard.

Yes,maybe I need to work hard in pursuit of my desired happiness from now on!